Quite pissed
Some customers really piss me off. Not that all of them have attitude problems, but really, they never find out about stuff properly and jump to conclusions. I am quite angry.
Why?
There was this Chinese customer who came in and I acknowledged her to hear from her that, 'Never mind, I think I speak to them (she points to the sales people behind the counter) because it is easier for me to speak Chinese' and she walked off straightaway before I could say anything. What the hell. I mean, I'm not racist or anything, but really. Enough! I get more and more of these customers day by day who get shocked that I'm actually Chinese. It's the way they react to how I look that I'm pissed la, not that they are surprised that I'm Chinese. I think people think that I'm Malay doesn't hurt, but they do not have to react that way. Hate this job.
I went to get a Ramly's burger at the pasar malam near my place just now. The Malay auntie spoke to me in Malay. Thankful that I know what ayam means, so just 'ya!' here and there and got my burger. Yeay. I think the guy beside her knows that I'm not Malay he just grinned broadly at me. I found it funny actually cos like the auntie was so blur and he just let her blur on.
I'm currently reading this Chinese novel based on a Japanese drama serial, Over Time 《三十拉警报》. Some parts of the story made me think back about my past relationship, and how I should have seen things at a different viewpoint...come to think of it, I was and am very sad...Was sad over the breakup, and now sad about why didn't I view things with an open mind and was so narrow-minded, put a lot of blame on him, as well as most of the blame on myself why I was so useless, can't even keep someone I love. I often wonder if the breakup did hurt him as much...the past...is a lesson, but whether you learn from it is another thing...you dont have to score full marks to get a distinction. So it's hard to tell if I'll make the same mistakes over again, if I'll lose another loved one again. I don't want to go through all those for another time more. He's serving the nation now...don't even have a clue to how he is..can anyone tell me? Didn't try texting him since he won't reply to my SMSes..Why is it that I have to know about how he is now through others? Sigh. Why am I missing him so badly all of a sudden? Must be the reflection..
Why?
There was this Chinese customer who came in and I acknowledged her to hear from her that, 'Never mind, I think I speak to them (she points to the sales people behind the counter) because it is easier for me to speak Chinese' and she walked off straightaway before I could say anything. What the hell. I mean, I'm not racist or anything, but really. Enough! I get more and more of these customers day by day who get shocked that I'm actually Chinese. It's the way they react to how I look that I'm pissed la, not that they are surprised that I'm Chinese. I think people think that I'm Malay doesn't hurt, but they do not have to react that way. Hate this job.
I went to get a Ramly's burger at the pasar malam near my place just now. The Malay auntie spoke to me in Malay. Thankful that I know what ayam means, so just 'ya!' here and there and got my burger. Yeay. I think the guy beside her knows that I'm not Malay he just grinned broadly at me. I found it funny actually cos like the auntie was so blur and he just let her blur on.
I'm currently reading this Chinese novel based on a Japanese drama serial, Over Time 《三十拉警报》. Some parts of the story made me think back about my past relationship, and how I should have seen things at a different viewpoint...come to think of it, I was and am very sad...Was sad over the breakup, and now sad about why didn't I view things with an open mind and was so narrow-minded, put a lot of blame on him, as well as most of the blame on myself why I was so useless, can't even keep someone I love. I often wonder if the breakup did hurt him as much...the past...is a lesson, but whether you learn from it is another thing...you dont have to score full marks to get a distinction. So it's hard to tell if I'll make the same mistakes over again, if I'll lose another loved one again. I don't want to go through all those for another time more. He's serving the nation now...don't even have a clue to how he is..can anyone tell me? Didn't try texting him since he won't reply to my SMSes..Why is it that I have to know about how he is now through others? Sigh. Why am I missing him so badly all of a sudden? Must be the reflection..
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