One more to go
Next paper is on Thursday, my Malay paper.
No mood to study for that today.
Just came back from an examination. Calculus.
Sigh. I'm so dead.
As usual. At first I thought things took a turn for the better. Apparently it didn't
ARGH. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know how to improve myself, have those sense of motivation for my studies, be a motivated person all the time, so that I can do what I need to do properly.
But these aren't what I want to do. I just don't know what I can do.
I'm turning 20, and it feels like I've been aimless for the past twenty donkey years of my life.
School isn't as manageable anymore.
I need to dream for something.
No mood to study for that today.
Just came back from an examination. Calculus.
Sigh. I'm so dead.
As usual. At first I thought things took a turn for the better. Apparently it didn't
ARGH. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know how to improve myself, have those sense of motivation for my studies, be a motivated person all the time, so that I can do what I need to do properly.
But these aren't what I want to do. I just don't know what I can do.
I'm turning 20, and it feels like I've been aimless for the past twenty donkey years of my life.
School isn't as manageable anymore.
I need to dream for something.
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