what a day

woke up today and realised im a bit late to meet yixin. she had an interview at specialists shopping centre. met her there and we went to plaza singapura to buy ribbons from spotlight as decided...so unlucky. we were eating sushi and the soya sauce spilled onto my bag and now it has those japanese soya sauce smell..haha..due to the required washing up i was late for band by about 10 mins..also dunno why i say this for.

dunno why today's band pract i cannot play loud..lips were super dry have to keep wetting them..siGh. scared. ms sia wasnt in a really good mood when we started playing noah's ark..so i was quite scared. last time when she ask me to play the tuba solo accompaniment i can just say i dont want and i wont be afraid of defying her at that point. then today dunno whats wrong with kaiyan that he just couldnt play as well as he played for the last practices. in the end ms sia asked me to play then i really dont want then i dunno how to reject. i couldnt really remembered what actually happened but all i remembered was my heart was thumping super fast and i felt horrible. like feel very bad la. its like i've only came for practices not as many as kaiyan and felix..........its ok la. its ok.

after band pract went to soup restaurant with my parents and sis for dinner..after that went make up shopping with sis. woah. i know nothing of make up and i usually hate it when the assistants come and intro this and that to you but im not interested at all..siGh. haha. whatever la. bought to a total of like, $60+...siGh. hope i'll make good use of them.