我不难过

这不算什么，
只是为什么眼泪会流？
我也不懂；

Breathe in, breathe out.

I need to relax and calm down. Calm down calm down calm down.

And be brave!

Breakfast.

I made breakfast for myself today since I had some produce lying around in the kitchen.

By the way, I had breakfast at 2 p.m. today.

So you know.


Yums.

Scrambled eggs were made by following instructions from Jamie's Ministry of Food. They were great!

But a bit too much on the sausages though. Well they were small, I thought I'd double my usual intake. HAHA. Yea right!

Oh, the anal beings of this world.

I'm sure you know of people who are not very well-liked in general, because they have irritating/weird behaviours.

Sometimes I take pity on them, and talk to them to make them feel more accepted in the social sense.

However most of the time, being nice can backfire.

It was like, becoming a bait for them to irritate someone else.

For instance.





{LLC}~ 我终于看开爱回不来, 终究还是太晚明白, 最后还是放不开, 哭着痛着是活该. ~ says:
*but u not getting a job ??

erina says:
*tsk
*of course i am

{LLC}~ 我终于看开爱回不来, 终究还是太晚明白, 最后还是放不开, 哭着痛着是活该. ~ says:
*hahaha .. but u like quite slack

erina says:
*ya i know

{LLC}~ 我终于看开爱回不来, 终究还是太晚明白, 最后还是放不开, 哭着痛着是活该. ~ says:
*lolx
*slack and looking for a job like dun go together ???

erina says:
*TSK.
*it's the process can, the process, hello?

{LLC}~ 我终于看开爱回不来, 终究还是太晚明白, 最后还是放不开, 哭着痛着是活该. ~ says:
*oh ok ..

erina says:
*it's not like everyone is lucky and can get a job anytime he/she wants right

{LLC}~ 我终于看开爱回不来, 终究还是太晚明白, 最后还是放不开, 哭着痛着是活该. ~ says:
*true
*all the best for ur slacking .. i mean job hunt
*actually wat job u looking for ?? u got a deg in science ???



I chatted with this person. And I usually will want to avoid talking to him as it wasn't the first time he irritated me. So after some time of ignoring him, I decided to be nice.

Now I know I should not be nice to him.

He deserves it.

The line 'all the best for ur slacking .. i mean job hunt' pricked too far into my nerves and I ignored him after that.

It's not like you're talking face to face you know, if you meant it to be 'job hunt', then you would've backspaced and replace 'slacking' with 'job hunt'.

Don't think that you're funny, because you're not.

And I'm gonna ignore him from now on.

When I don't ignore him, I'll be shooting him.

I don't care if I ate the mooncakes you made, because I've already shitted them out.

And cut your long hair, sucker.

Totally man, this is what I'm talking about!

It's coming it's coming it's coming!!

Who's game for this!

I can't wait, haha. Next year, next year~~~!!!

This is agonising.

Read this.

Like hello, you beat up your daughter over cigarettes??? One pack costs $10+, while your daughter's life is priceless!

And you dare plead not guilty?

Argh!

It's as if she understood what wrong she was doing! 23 months old, not 23 years old!

I'm very pissed off.

I think I feel a lot about this case because I have a 23-month old at home, and if he ever gets in contact with cigarettes, then tear them up, I'll compliment him and give him a sweet treat.

Whereas that asshole should die.

Life of the unemployed.

It is hard to satisfy the human mind, when we have something, instead of counting ourselves lucky for it we tend to mourn over what we do not have.

That's quite the same for me.

Now I don't have a serious daily business to see to. No school, no job.

I'm unemployed. (as I say this, I still write my occupation as 'fresh graduate' whenever I need to fill up something. HAHA. 死爱面子, what to do.)

People around me kept asking me about my job search, I'm ALWAYS greeted by the same questions, sometimes from the same people I have to meet once a month, and I really am kinda irritated about it. If I'm employed I'll let you know okay, quit asking. Why not be more concerned about other aspects of my life?

Now I'm at the low morale and procrastinating stage. Maybe due to zero replies. =\

Anyway. If people don't ask about my jobhunt, they ask if I prefer to be in school or at work (I did temp). I'd reply I prefer the life of the unemployed.

Which is true, because you get to do what you want within your monetary limits, instead of having a lot of money and not having the time to do what you want to do. And since junior college I've never really enjoyed school life. The academic part, that is.

However in this day and age, I have to get a job, no money's gonna drop down from the sky. Savings will deplete, you know. Parents are not there to feed you throughout their entire lives.

As much as I like unemployment, I have to face reality.

Sigh.

Conversation.

Chats with this friend of mine are usually unsuitable for the eyes and brain of the conservative.

But really, we were only talking about phones.

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I absolutely love this ad!!!!

I think it's totally amusing and amazing! You should watch!!!



It's a guide to taking better pictures, everyone needs this!

Been tweeting!

Tweeting is way convenient than blogging, so track me down here!

I'm feeling more drowsy and tired than usual.

I think I'm really falling sick!

It's been long.

I'm back! After a little hiatus.

I'm back mainly because I need some entertainment.

The IT guys at the office denied our access to Facebook. So many people have been suffering. HAHA. Supposedly this will increase work efficiency.

They better not let me catch them using fb themselves!

So maybe you'll see me blogging about sth whenever I have sth to say.

Or should I revive my Twitter and tweet all day.

Hmms.

I can feel the onset of a sore throat and flu and cough! =S

Say hi to Evan!

Evan Tan (no Chinese name yet) came onto Earth on 090909, around 0530hrs, at KKH and is around 3kg.

*swoons*

Say hello to my sister's 2nd son.

This is lame!

They should've given Trombone Man a costume or sth.

Yesterday, once more.

I'm down for a perf this coming Sunday at the Durian, and I was just checking out its website when I saw...

Do you see my gentlemanfriend there? =D

Okay I know it's not the point of this post, so, the performance's at 3pm at the Esplanade and please start queuing at noon if you wanna enter.

No la, I think 2pm should be fine already.

Come come come!

IT'S FREEEEEEEE!

More details here.

My Milk Toof.

This is so cuttte.

Reminds me of a website where there was another blog using tiny human toys to make up stories. I wonder what it is, can't remember the website. Anyone?

Awww!

Recently the embedding from youtube are getting longer and longer I dunno if I should do sth about my blog skin.

I'm too lazy to bother, though it does affect the aesthetic values of my blog. =\

Tired.

Sleeping in's are simple but helpful.

I wanna sleep into the afternoon.

But it is no longer practical to do that =(

I am temporary working at some office/call centre that provides yummy overtime remuneration. So whenever I can, I do OT. That's probably 12 hours three times a week, plus travelling, probably 14. Ten hours left per day in my life, half of it goes to dinner and slack and the computer and folks and the gentlemanfriend. The other two weekday nights that I don't OT are set aside for band practices. This is about 14 hours two times a week, plus travelling, 16.5 hours. 7.5 hours per day left. I don't even have a lot of time for sleep.

Saturdays I have to wake up early for driving lessons, come next week onwards, it'd be both Sat and Sun that I have to wake up early. Then weekends there'd be catching up to do etc., when I reach home it's usually quite late.

My room is extremely messy and my wardrobe needs more tender loving care.

There are photos that I wanna upload but too lazy to do so.

I grumble when I have to add water to myherbgarden because it was taking up my sleep time. (However when I see them grow prettily I tend to forget all the angst.)

I have to get a job and have to apply for them. But by the time I get home, I'd be really tired. So applications have been running low. Don't ask me about my job search, 'cos that might be the 1000th time I've answered that question, thank you very much. I have to answer that question to almost everyone I meet along the way. So now you get it, just keep quiet.

It is also a time management thing.

But I can't just work and have no life!

I have dark rings around my already dark face. If I add a scar in the shape of a moon between my eyebrows, I can get a job as a judge. If you don't get it, never mind.

Hello there.

I'm back. I've been missing for 11 days.

Now I'm back again.

For nothing much, really. Just wanna clean up this layer of dust.

*wipes*